lillprincessworld

i am back

2008-06-21T11:39:00.002+08:00

hee .. i am back frm my busy month .. hmm nothing much this month .. gone thru lots of hurt and tiredness .. i learn to let go .. to forget and carry on with my life .. hmm anyway was bad wthout him by my side .. bud e hurt reli unbearable .. hee so forget may be a good thing than draggin on .. alrite todae got lots of things to carry out .. to forget is to keep myself busying everydae .. hee through i am sad and hurt bud someone is more sad than me is a person that had leaves this world .. hmm even now i feel so sad e things he said and e hurt .. hmm bud KK still chose to be by my side despite his grandpa juz pass away daes back .. i shld be cheering him up as a fren and nw is other way round he is cheering me up becuz he noe i am realli sad.. lol

my dearest fren: thanks for stayin by my side .. ''a clear end'' means i wont c him or contact again .. its reli hurts bud no matter wad life have to go on .. i have to leave him aside .. forgetting is very hard .. so putting him aside than forgettin is easier to be done .. hmm i went thru alot of wad love reli is .. bud love shld be beautiful .. for time being no relationship .. very tiring .. hahas dun wan go thru again hurt and sadness .. hee i juz wan to be happy

tiring dae

2008-06-05T01:16:00.002+08:00

starting from tue morning .. as usual was late for school .. hahas went to meet pearly to settle my insurance stuff .. hahas then went orchard to meet LQ .. hahas from 1 plus shop til 9 plus .. very tired .. hahas bud i am happy brought alot of on sale stuff .. e most happiest thinbgs i brought is a dress that i like anbd its so special .. hahs LQ say it nice .. it took me less that 5 min to say yes i reli like it .. hee then we met suzanna at far east .. hahas LQ went back to camp le .. hahas then we headed to supper at geylang area .. yup nth much reach hm 12plus went to look for karen and we have lots to tok on on shopping ytd ... hahas its 1plus and i juz reach home .. yup todae nth much for todae .. didn't went sch was too tired and headed to wrk at 12pm .. hahas then wrk till 830pm todae .. i an tania done something interestin in ne petshop .. i complaining i am hungry at 3plus and i decided to cook soup .. hahas it tasted nice it in end .. dun worry no doogie fur .. hahas yup nth much in e nite went suzanna hse with mini gal gal .. here i am blogging at her hse .. alrite will update soon.

imissyou=)

2008-06-02T09:40:00.002+08:00

hmm life was tiring for e past 4 daes .. everynight i went home after 2am .. last nite was working while dae and went out watch moive in e nite .. ya went to meet fren out to chit chat til like 2am .. went geylang to have supper .. headed back home straight .. nothing much had a good chat with my fren .. seriously speaking thanks for letting me noe what love reli was .. he and i share e same mindset .. if u reli love someone do u realli got to be with him/her .. can't be fren ma?we both had this same mindset .. finally there's a person realli understand how i feel .. thanks alot .. had juz making myself busying everydae .. i think i got to rest .. goin to fall sick after 4 daes of chiongin .. todae got to work at serangoon going home after wrk tonite .. yup hmm got to go ..

just you and me

2008-05-30T17:07:00.004+08:00

wahs i am so shag tis morning .. ytd was very tired after wrkin at serangoon .. have lots of jokes with ralph juz onli 1 thing that happen that make us laugh .. its REPACKING !! hahas yup i manage to make him smile .. hee he muz be tinking of his speeding again when he reach hm .. patchy finally get closer to me .. hee so happi and i decided to bring her out on sat .. ytd end work at 8plus as usual went back hm quickly bath and change coz i think i am late meeting sw .. in e end we meet at 9plus .. not that bad .. hahas then went giant with him to buy groccery .. hahas so funny .. whenever i see him i will tink of tomato .. its so funny .. make me laugh till stomach very pain .. thanks to mr neo .. hahas then he went back home with me to put e groccery .. lol i think is 1145 by then .. hahas and i supposed to make sure he be back by 11pm cux he still got sch next dae .. lol =) and i miss it again!! sayang baby max max before headin out again .. hahas i am so hungry last nite .. i had dinner at 12plus when karen brought dinner for me frm changi .. and we had a long chat together till 2plus .. when reach hm and i forget reply a msg frm kk and realised he , ling and hao still cooking at 2plus in e morn .. lol '' i think it horrible'' .. hahas i juz fall asleep after sms .. lol tis mornin went breadkfast with susie at mac .. humphs so lazy to go art and when i go , i regret it .. hahas i am late for 1 hr plus .. anyways i dun care! so it doesn't matter whether i am late .. *) nothing much reach hm at 4plus and i am blogging right nw .. hahas alrite i got to catch a 1 hr nap before goin out later .. omg tonite another tired dae .. hahas bud i bet i goin to enjoy tonite coz it a sweet nite with him , with them and my dearest babies .. hee will update soon .. take care guys!!

BE HAPPY!!

everydae will always be happy
juz make sure u r out with someone that
make ur dae happy
i found my happiness
i awaes thought keeping to myself is a solution
bud i decided to let it go

Be with someone that noe how to appreciate you, know how to cherish you and lastly know how to understand you that's most important and e person will make u smile at e end of e dae .. not someone that make you sad , that onli take you for granted .. life would be great!!
if that someone really need u , and if he will really love you , he will care for u frm his bottom of heart and understand how u realli feel and that wads make him special from other guys .. he will have e patience for you .. no matter wad he will awaes be e one and onli you feel so sweet being with each dae!!

i wish its was not so complicated

2008-05-29T11:25:00.000+08:00

i wish i could be like before ..
dun wish to face e stress i have
e problems in life
bud thats is life eventually
we got to face it
i juz wan be happy bud
its so hard each dae
problems got to face it
in the end

I WISH YOU WERE LIKE BEFORE!!

apologise ytd reli tired to update .. ytd morning went sch for eng lasted till at 11plus .. headed lunch witth nash , alvin , kat , eugene , jon , york seng, ryu .. yup went to eat and all need go back school except me and eugene and york seng .. yup so good .. went home had a good rest and slp til 5plus wake up cook dinner for myself before heading down to maths tuition .. thanks its 3 hrs!! hahas nth much after that juz went to drink and ryan came to pick me up then reach hm at 12plus .. supposed to meet ling , syl and other new guy .. bud totally not interested in that new guy .. lol so in the end syl wan to meet to tok bud i am too tired to go out after my bath .. ya so ytd i slept at 3plus .. hahas so sorrie! hmm nw i am blogging when i am waiting for ralph to pick me up to go wrk at serangoon .. hahas he freaking suay!! ytd kena caught for speeding .. his mood shld be quite bad .. haha i shld make him laugh abit later .. hahas alrite will update soon again ..

if other nite nth happen
i think you will still be so sweet to me
everything changed that dae of me and you
i dunno wad to do
i am in a lost
cuz i facing a diff person
juz wish he wld be like before
we both dun have anything to hide
somehow i am tired yet i reli dunno wad to do
in future

i juz wanna be alone!

out whole dae

2008-05-27T23:06:00.003+08:00

i wish everything didn't changed ...

todae was a enjoyable dae .. i slept till abt 1pm in e morning .. hahas i miss lesson on morning .. hee too tired le .. omg tml another lesson on 10am .. i am complaining tired again .. hahas went to yck todae to meet LQ at 3plus .. todae finally he passed his tp .. hee happy for him .. at e same time i went to book my basic theory .. everything last til abt 5plus .. hahas i kept complaining i am hungry!! then headed to eat ajisen .. first meal of e dae .. then went junction 8 shop around and found this sweet little mould .. so cute and brought it .. hee then till abt 7plus headed down to thomson to meet karen and ethan for dinner at earth cafe .. not bad .. cheap and nice e food .. babay max didn't went todae .. feel so bad and brought some doggie food for him to eat .. we headed to cheeky chocolate and brought a cake back hm .. lol a nice place to chill .. yup had fun with baby louis and baby emmie todae .. basically i have fun with you guys todae =)

thanks for ur sweet accompany todae!!

if i could turn back time , i wont regret my decision .. u noe that i dun wan any control bud as wad u say is true .. in love theres bound to have control .. ya hahas simple concern care and understanding is good bud not to e extend which is too much till i cannot accept .. hee anyways yes boy i noe after we break off we became even better .. i prefer tis way .. thanks alot for ur sweetness to me todae .. u r real sweet .. =) love ya !!

i tot he would bud we end todae juz like this
i tot he realli wld
bud is onli dissapointment again
i hate to be tis way so i realli left him tis time
not being friend anymore
he changed .. i have no more regrets
without him my life may have some empty patch
bud i will prove to him
i can find someone to fill up e patchess and bring happiness to me

a new chapter

2008-05-27T02:18:00.002+08:00

heys .. i am back to blogging again .. hahas todae is e first post .. starting with my dae todae .. chi paper was easy bud paper 2 didn't manage to complete .. i am juz sad for awhile .. didn't had much mood beginning .. alson said its over dun tink so much .. is logical!! headed to loyang point with susie , kat , rochell , alvin and alson for lunch .. after that headed back hm with susie as she need to borrow some stuff .. i received a call after that .. WORKING!! i tot todae wld be my sleeping dae end up i last min gt to go wrk .. as ususal wrks at serangoon todae .. hmm lots of groooming but had fun working with xue er .. laugh and jokes ard .. hais pup bro is sick .. hope nothing goes wrong .. its 8plus bud i still haven left shop till 9pm .. closed shop headed to feed dogs at his hse , before going hm went elias to see mini .. from there i went home bath and changed, went out dinner with karen and ethon .. its abt 1030pm reached hm at 12 after dinner i m stucked on baby max max .. tinking of it i miss blackie and patchy .. todae starting of my dae is bad bud overall not that bad i enjoyed myself more than being sad .. e 2 sweetest baby emmie and baby louis cheer my dae up .. =) thanks !!

izzit so hard to find someone that u love and he love you too ?
i used to have a principal when its comes to love
never be with a guy more that 5 yrs older .. thinking of it wtf .. haha love cannot be measured by age .. people ard me are together in love with a age grap of 19 yrs old .. and 33 yrs age grap .. ya i agree when someone told me when u really love that guy do u age really matters to u? ya nw tinking of it shld be no .. hahas when u r really in love with him .. u will accept his everything or doesn't matter anything juz to be in love .. love is so special , it can fade anytime ..